Big sis and her little miss

Sorry everyone its bine a while sense i blogged reason being i just didn't have anything to blog about. Well anyway to start off i saw my sis and her man and her baby at my friends wedding on the 24 of may. Her baby(sienna) that's her name had a bumpy start but she fine now anyway (chanel)my sis our confrcation was short lived. To be honest right now i still feel dumb about now truely taking to her i wish i did. Well she did introdos me to her man(matt) kind man i really do hope that i made a go imprestion he would be a good friend to have. I know my spelling is not that great with some words but i do my best. I'll try to be back soon

one year ends another begins

Well it's bin a few months sense i blogged last Chanel reminded me of that. The reason why was because all my thoughts were of me and Chanel not getting along well we get along now. just so you know i like facebook and Chanel is still blocking me why do i even char somethings must be wrong with me anyway she's bin blocking me for three years now i understand why i was blocked because i was being annoying and i do understand that but three years she's like a sister to me and a love her but three years. To be honest i don't hate her or I'm not mad that she blocked me it just bugs me that I've bin blocked this long. i just want a second chance. I know that sounds weird but that the only way i can say it.Well anyway she told me that she's planing to get married this year which is so great i hope I'm invited well I'll hope for my Bros as well haha. 2012 has ended and 2013 has begun my next blog will be another list for what to do this year so be prepared it mite be two week or less or more i just need to think about it. Sorry about this blog another blog about my sister being unreasonable. I'll try to have more happier and more reasonable blogs she just sometimes unreasonable that's all. I'm not saying it's bad to be unreasonable sometime I'm unreasonable but like i told Chanel my sister to keep an open mind that go's for me as well. if Keeping your mind open you'll learn and grow that's what i believe but sometime it's best to be unreasonable and sometime it's best to be reasonable or open minded. i hope i see chanel this year and i hope she has a good year and i hope i do to    

change won't kill you

i heard someone say this frays there's some thing's you just can't change and do you know what that's a load of bull of coarse you can't change the weather but when it comes to friends and relationship's and whats ever else that's not true of coarse thing's can change the only reason's it won't is because you don't want it to or it makes you unconfrtable when it does or you don't like it when things change if any of you fall into these categories then something happened to you to makes you thing that or your parents tot you that thing can't change which they are wrong and if you want things to change then it your choice to change it you always have a choice to change it and if you think you don't have a choice then you need help to help you so you know that you do. i hate that frays those who say it need a wake up call. And of coarse there are something you can't change but that's only 10% of 100% well maybe higher like 20% or 30% but its not really high. if you say this frays to get out of something then your a idiot. change won't kill you   

just a little happiness would be fine

it honestly feels like my friends think that i'm a stranger because i haven't hand a visit or heard from any of my friend for months some of them for years whats up am i not whrth visiting am i not whrth a hi or a hello or a how are you am i not your friend to as much as your other friends don't i get a little bit of happiness i love yo'll but a just can't handle such sadless and wishing that one of my best friend would nok on my door to say hi how are you today so all i have to say is that i have anuf ok thats all

chan + beauty = wow

OK Chanel is beautiful it is maddening like honestly i feel like hitting my Head against the wall it that maddening I'm not saying it a bad thing its just i never thought that i would think that about her ever. OK this is the thing i see photo's of Maddy,SAM,Megan,Gina i do think how beautiful they are it's just when i see Chanel in photo's i see that little brown haired girl with a beautiful smile and sparkling eye's. and who is now a beautiful young women who is very well educated who still has that beautiful smile beautiful brown hair and those sparkling brown eye's. i called her ones she sounded different but it sounded very sweet and beautiful. i had so many question to ask but i was to nerves to ask but hearing her vice was a breath of fresh air. she seamed happy to hear from my after all that time. oh just to see her would be a blessing. how beautiful she is :);).      

True friends

OK so i just heard this from a friend of mine her name is Marisa Bevan's Atwood and she said this

 True friends r the ones that u may not have heard from n a day, wk, month, yr, or a decade, u can pick up right where u left off & know they r still there 4 u! I love my true friends!! 

so true and i try my best to follow the way of the true friend. and i don't like it  when a friend  isn't a true friend and they say that they are.

the old school

OK so i found my second first grad class photo I'll show them to you so you can see how i went to school with it mite surprise you who's on it or it mite not who know and this is a copy of it