all about wisdom

Maddy talk about her wisdom teeth and how that adventure went. well everyone has your own store to tell about that day. here's my little adventure well two adventures . well mostly everyone gets their wisdom teeth takin all at ones not me. first the top wisdom teeth and then the other ones well after 6 months. lets start at the top and the top was well i cryed before they even started and i was terrified of the needle and what was about to happen so ya i cryed. i am still talking about the top ones this adventure take like an hour maybe two ha ha. so anyways first comes the needle and i don't remember how many time they stuck me with it i think it was 8 or 10 time well the top right one didn't really freeze so they froze it twis. the freezing was like this 2 in the cheeks 2 in the Jews and 2 in the roots of the teeth but the top right one wouldn't give so they put another dos of fun in to it. so anyways they take out the right one first it didn't hart alot just a bit but it didn't take to long to get both top ones out. OK so that's the and of that adventure but 6 months later i had to get the bottom one done and i didn't really kar the freezing was no problem this time but the taking out part take a little longer the bottom right was pretty quick but the bottom left take a bit of time i can still remember it the man was sort of shacking wile he was taking it out i felt my whole tier Jew vibrating but it came out and i couldn't use a strw for a week and yoning was well not fun but i had a lot of jello yum yum ha ha. but i didn't get the laughing gas maddy got that fun stuff   

i need to know

I'm afraid of losing more friends i already lost Chanel and Maddy I'm still confused about what happened. all i was doing was being me. i thought that they would be happy to hear from me. i thought that they would like me to call ask how they were doing hows life. now i thought i did something wrong because Chanel said that i over stepped some boundaries and intruded in her personal life that's how she felt. so I'm still confused about the whole thing. the thing i want to know is what does she want me to do what does she need me to do i seriously need to know what she needs me to do. i know she needs something from me. does she need friendship I'll give it does she need some form of love I'll give her that too does she need me gone forever I'll do it does she need me to disappear. i haven't forgotten Maddy the same go for her too. I've bin their Friend for many a years. they're very impotent to me. haaaaaaaa i hop things don't go wrong like they already have :(  got to fly bye hahah