i don't know

hey i don't know what to blog about but I'm Sher that Madison is really annoyed that me i don't know if we are friends i can't talk to her and ask because she blocked me on facebook shes blocking my emails so theres a big ?. so I'll just do what i do best I'll just Waite and see what happen. I've bin waiting  to see what happens for the last 2 year after Chanel and Maddy blocked me on facebook Chanel hasn't blocked my emails yet like Maddy did but if i continue to talk to her she will the thing is that Chanel and Maddy are the only two friends i haven't seen yet i see everyone else but their the only two i haven't ain't that weird the most impotent people in my lifer i haven't seen yet idk if Chanel wants me to visit idk maybe she does I'm not saying that Chanel and Maddy are bad friends they were just really annoyed at me but i thought that by now that they would unblock me but i can see that not the case i probably have to waite another year I'm starting to hate this waiting game. how long do i have to Waite Chanel and Maddy how long do i have to Waite to see my sister how long do i have to Waite to see your smiles to hear your laughs your voice's your faces. are my fears going to become real I'm i going to think about you guy for another 4 years because I've been thing about you two ever sense i moved  and that's 9 years ago i get it your annoyed at me for talking saying hey whats up or hey how was school or saying i love you which i really really do but come on how long do i have to Waite what another 5 years I'M NOT GOING TO WAITE THAT LONG I'm a wiener when things aren't fair. i just miss you two really really badly. sorry if this offended yous I'm just really sad,mad,anger,confessed,upset,feel like screaming some of the time




                                         Chanel if you don't like what you red sorry if i offended you I'm really really sorry

my family and sister's

i have no clue on what to blog about but lately I've bin talking about Chanel and Madison the thing is i wanted a sister because i only have brother's in my family and Chanel and Madison are the closest thing to sisters i have and they were are whole world like my mom said to us why don't you go outside and play and we said we can't Chanel isn't home an't that just funny. its a cool thing that after 5 years we're still friend but i don't know about Madison though. like i said we've bin friends sense i was 3 and their family is like family to me. i love them all :)

here's chanel madison dallas devon and me i was almost 4 when this was talkin

why is it

lately i wanted to as my friends why are we still friend and why is are friendship so importuned to them why is it that i feel so connected to my friend that were friends with me sense i was small like


      Chanel and Madison we started being friend sense i was 3
      Sam and Megen we started being friends sense i was 5or 6
      Ryan and randy we started being friends sense i was 8
      Ryan rolls we started being friends sense i was 4
      tanner prince we started being friends sense i was 14
      josh Barton we started being friends sense i was 12 or 13
      Gina primvara and Chantal vair we started being friends sense i was 19 well chantal was in my first grad class but we didn't hang out back then
       Garrett we started being friend sense i was 19
        

so these are some of my friends not all just some and they are very important to me and to loss any of them would be very very sad but it feels like I'm drifting away from them. i said to Chanel 1 or 2 weeks ago to chose to loss are friendship or keep it i said that because i thought are friendship was at steak she said it wasn't so now i feel really bad about saying it i want to say I'm sorry but i can't not because i can't its because I'm afraid that she mite send a rode email again so that's why i can't and the thing is i don't like when people tell me to stop talking its rode

flier fun

yesterday was a screamer doing 425 fliers in lethbridge it take 6 hours to do it we started at 10:16 and ended at 4:23 i had to lift like 50 kg on each shoulder and my feet were killing me i almost couldn't stand up that's an exaggeration it all for a good cos. these are the thing I'm going to do when a got me money
              
                          
                         1.buy new shirts,pants,shoes
                         2.buy some sweet new video games like Sims 3 for console maybe mafia 2 for Sher harvest moon party animals
                         3.buy a laptop and computer for you guest it more video games like Sims medieval which is coming out in march. world of warcraft,pirates of the burning seas online,mechwarrers 5 maybe flight simulate X
                         4.buy a really good camera to take some photo's of friend like a now photo' of me Chanel Madison and my brother's that would be cool
                         5.well of Coors get my licence
                         6.buy lots of ice cream well just some
                         7.oveis one buy a good car or truck or van one of them
                         8.go to movies and games with friends
                         9.go to watertan to hick and swim and in the winter play in the snow with friends or family or both



that's alot of stuff and yes i am kind of a video game addicted or i am one .i can't Waite tell Ryan's home coming it going to be a blast

odd man out

lately i feel like a stranger with my friend i don't know why but i just do like the last Christmas party i went to i feet like the odd man out everyone was having a good time and i feelt like i was in a corner wile they were having fun its not a really good feeling

work at 3;30 in the morning

OK i haven't worked for two years so i just have to get uses to it again and i have to deliver news papers at 3:30 am in the morning. so i have to deliver the national post and the Calgary Harold and the lethbridge Harold and today it toke 4 hours to deliver the papers on really rough roads but it is fun to do. i wonder how long its going to take tomorrow

paper boy

i kinda got a job as a paper boy me and my dad deliver the Calgary Harold and the Notion post in lethbridge. today we were driving the route to know where the houses were it take 2 hours to do that in the snow not just snow on the roads more like snow drifes on the roads. its going to be a ball when we start delivering the papers i should of take some photo's to show you what i mean

this year

OK now I'm going to put a few thing's I'm going to try to do this year

1- find a job
2- try to get my drivers license
3-visit Chanel , Madison and the rest of the beazer family
4-go to Ryan liang's home coming
5-go to my brother's wedding
6-make a fun birthday party
7-wish a few of my friends a happy birthday
8-save up money to get a car
9-get a really good camera

well that's all i can think of. this year is going to be a good year because i say so. I'm going to try to visit the beazer's one to three time a year in summer fall winter times because i can and because i kind grew up with them so their like family and there are a few additions to their family who i haven't had the chance to meat yet and i haven't seen Chanel or Madison for like 5 years so it would be good to see them

friends Christmas party 2010

Sam Easthope's Christmas party was awesome for a last minuet party we mostly talked we were going to watch a movie but we didn't we were busy talking i think Sam seemed sad about it here are some photo's that give you a glimps of the whole thing

 cami Sam's cute pupy dog  

 



here's gina chairing her best to play some Christmas music



   



here is one of my best friends named Megan Bennett



the one next to Kate is another one of my best friend the make
of the party Sam easthope

friends are like a box of chocolate

friends are like a box of chocolate you got your sweet friends your sour friends and your nuty friends